REAL ME is a parallel world of all the insane things going on in Fukki's head.  Beware of random madness popping up from time to time.  A sixteen year old female residing in Vancouver, Canada.   Constantly being stalked by her friends, both online and at school (you know who you are). Loves anime, manga, music, webpage designing, and above all, bishounens XD Is insane over video games, especially ones from Squaresoft.  Watches chinese soap operas to kill time ^_-

Anime ++ Megami Kouhosei (trying really hard to analyze the story ><;;), Hikaru no Go, Cowboy Bebop, Neon Genesis Evangelion, FLCL, and Yami no Matsuei

Manga ++ D N Angel, Megami Kouhosei, Houshin Engi, Naruto, Hikaru no Go, One Piece, Love Hina, and Rurouni Kenshin

Games ++ FFX (#1!!!), FFIX, FFVII, FFVI, FFVIII, Chrono Trigger, Chrono Chross, Grandia 2, and TFC

Movies ++ The Lord of the Rings!!! XD XD Aragorn!!!

Music ++ Megumi Hayashibara, V6, Ayumi Hamasaki, Kohei Koizumi, and whoever sung Glaring Dream from Gravitation

This layout features Dark and Krad from the manga, D N Angel!! XD  Aren't they kakkoii~?  Picture scanned by yours truly from tank #5, so don't steal! >_<

Ninja Scroll - my Naruto site
Sites in planning - only one right now and it's a Teela shrine! XD

++ Afuji - Reality
++ Chiri-kun - Trigger Happy (my host too! ^^)
++ Joey - Saibakato
++ Kerosan - Paradise
++ Ruka - kuroiRouge

+ Toriyama's World
+ GameFAQs
+ GameSpot
+ FFOnline
+ Fanfiction.net
+ MangaScreener
+ NarutoHouse

 

:: It's over, finally.... -_-||
Date --
Saturday, May 11, 2002

Feeling -- Exhausted from a whole week of w

Finally Career Prep week is over =D Now I know how good it is to be a student >< I was working 8 hours straight every single day for the past five days... Anyway, now I've completed 40 hrs of work experience, 60 more hours left to go! Sigh... gotta go catch up on my missed school work. Catch you guys later. Oh yeah, and Ragnarok Online is down again *sob* I want to play >< So many new hats and 2nd job classes. I'm going to try and lvl up my thief and assassin before the new Beta comes into effect =D

:: OH NO! ><
Date --
Sunday, April 28, 2002

Feeling -- Sleepy

I am SO dead! ><; I didn't even start on my CAPP project yet and it's like due on Wednesday!!!! Was originally planning to work on it today but ended up playing Ragnarok Online the whole day!!! RO is too addicting (and cute ^_^)! I'm dead-meat! AH~~ I bet everyone else except me finished their projects already >< I have to work hard tomorrow then since it's like bedtime for me now (it's midnight here btw)!!! Maybe I'll just trash my original plan for my CAPP project (lots of pictures and writing) and do a really simple one instead.

Aiya, and I'll be going for my interview this coming Wednesday, so nervous >< (even if it's just for work experience and I'm pretty much 100% guranteed to get the position ^^;)

:: Another Chemistry Test ><
Date --
Thursday, April 25, 2002

Feeling -- Swirly-eyed

I was just studying for my Chemistry test. I studied for like the whole night already. I'm not crazy, I just have to do well on this test. My grades are like dropping in every subject -_-|| Gotta work hard to pull them all back up before the final term ends. Anyway, I'm going to go watch Grease tomorrow night =D It's a musical play performed by fellow schoolmates XD I'm really looking forward to it because from the preview we got during our last assembly, it's looking great!

Oh, and if I ever go back to Taiwan, you're going to have to give me a tour of all the manga shops in Taipei ^_-

:: Ah~!!!
Date --
Tuesday, April 23, 2002

Feeling -- COLD

Last thing before I go for a nice and cozy sleep: I'm so envious!!! >_< I want to raid manga stores too ><

:: ~freezing~~~
Date --
Monday, April 22, 2002

Feeling -- Terribly COLD

It's freezing cold down here in the basement (my computer is in the basement btw). And it's all because our house's stupid heating system broke >< Ah~!! Samui~!!! I'm going turn into a popsicle anytime now ~~! ><

:: They just keep on coming and coming...
Date --
Monday, April 22, 2002

Feeling -- Nothing really

I abhor doing projects. We grade elevens have this CAPP project due next week, and the majority (at least the ones I asked) hardly even started. I'm planning to make a website since the project can take any form. I'll probably host it at Brinkster.com or something. Basically what we have to do is make up a personal life line (timeline, whatever), a list of the things we want to accomplish before 50, and basically talk about yourself (commitments, values, ethics, style, habits, etc...) -_-||| Sigh... Teachers will always find stuff to keep us busy...

:: Dreams.. wow!
Date --
Sunday, April 21, 2002

Feeling -- Uneasy

I just had the weirdest dream in the world 0_o I don't quite remember the whole story, but I'm sure of this: Kakashi and the whole Anbu (the Leaf Ninja Clan Assassination Squad) was there. This is a vague account of my dream: There was this big snake sealed under some well. I dropped a stone into the well and the snake came at me. I was attacked by that snake (sound familiar? I'm not sure, but it's awfully like that big snake Orochimaru summoned in the manga). Dad came to the rescue. Somehow the snake got killed. And here's the weirdest part... I got transported to this ninja village. Guess what I saw there? Kakashi reporting to Ibiki (the leader of the Anbu) about the death of "the snake"...

My conclusion: Maybe I should stop reading Naruto for a while... At least not right before I go to sleep (I have this habit of reading manga before going to sleep =D)

Oh and speaking of dreams, have you ever had the same dream twice? or even more than that? I have. Twice I was attacked by alligators while touring the jungle on a boat. Three times I was being chased down by raptors in my school after everyone else got killed...

:: *happy but sleepy*
Date --
Friday, April 19, 2002

Feeling -- Sleepy

Weee! I finally figured out how to use those custom brushes in Photoshop =D *happy* Going to experiment with it tomorrow, too sleepy (it's like almost midnight here in Vancouver). Oyasuminasai mina-san! And Ruka-san, atashi no email wa doko desuka? =D

:: Aiya >< Another one!
Date --
Wednesday, April 17, 2002

Feeling -- Frustrated

Aiya, I have to do another storyboard for our next flash assignment. We're making a flash music movie, but I don't know which song to use. If only I have the skills, I will choose "Canada's Really Big" for sure. But since my Flash skill is limited, I guess I'll have to go for an easy song. Right now the song I have in mind is "Only Time" by Enya. I adore that song, it gives you a soothing feel and it's somewhat melancholic too. I don't know how the movie will turn out but I'm hoping satisfactory ^^;

:: Canada's Really Big! ^o^
Date --
Wednesday, April 17, 2002

Feeling -- Happy

Listening to: Canada's Really Big by Arrogant Worms

Ahahaha! This song is just soo cute and hilarious ^0^ I've never heard anything like this before! I urge EVERYONE to go and download this song. It's just fun to listen to over and over again. Other songs I recommend, by the same group of course, are Me Like Hockey, A Happy Happy Birthday Song, and Toronto Sucks (Arrogant Worms are all Albertans btw).

:: Analysis
Date --
Sunday, April 14, 2002

Feeling -- Nothing

A test I took just for fun, which surprisely is me, except for a few parts =D

Your view on yourself // You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girl/boyfriend you are looking for // You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship // You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love // You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education // Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you // You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important; find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success? // You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Do not give up when you have not even started yet! Be courageous!

What are you most afraid of? // You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self? // You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart, rather than your head, needs to solve.

:: Damn!
Date --
Sunday, April 14, 2002

Feeling -- Angry

Gosh! Why am I so pessimistic all the time?????? 0_o And I hate myself for it too!!!! I want to change, but how??? >< Damn damn damn!!! >< Don't even ask why I'm saying this all of a sudden, don't feel like talking about it.

:: Ugh....
Date --
Saturday, April 13, 2002

Feeling -- Sick

I haven't been feeling well the whole day. There's got to be something wrong with either my stomach or my intestines -_-|| Hopefully this sick feeling will go away tomorrow.

On a brighter note, I got Naruto #11 and Love Hina #14 today (sadly, it's the last LH volume too)! Oh yeah, and there's going to be a Naruto fanbook soon (sometime in May or June)! XD I'm going to get it for sure! ^^d

:: Deteriorating... Tasukete!
Date --
Friday, April 12, 2002

Feeling -- Tired

I'm totally out of shape. I seriously need to exercise more. I used to exercise a lot, almost everyday, but now I'm just getting lazier and lazier. Maybe it's because of the huge homework load, I just don't have the time to exercise anymore. This morning, and actually every morning, I feel tired just by walking up three flights of stairs to my locker -_-||

:: Bye Bye!
Date --
Wednesday, April 10, 2002

Feeling -- Normal

I've decided. I'm taking down my collective. It's not like I have a lot of website or anything to need a collective anyway. I have to admit, the only reason I even revived my collective in the first place was because I wanted to do something with that Magna Carta layout. Plus, I'm not even updating my collective anymore, so I might as well shut it down for good. It'll probably save up some webspace too! =D I'm still planning (actually I've already started working) on that MK site. I have once again found my love for MK (probably because volume #5 is finally out =D) and really want to make another MK site. What happened to the old one? Let's just say I accidently deleted it off my computer a long time ago.

:: Sigh -_-
Date --
Wednesday, April 10, 2002

Feeling -- Grumpy

Man... I have a feeling I'm going to do bad on my Chemistry test... I just took it a hour ago, and I wasn't confident with my answers. Stupid test >< Aiya, and I messed up my English test too. This is definitely a bad way to start term 3.

Anyway, kerosan, if you're looking for a webhost, try brinkster or 50megs. I think they allow off-site linking. You should go check as I'm not quite sure.

Oh yeah, and look what I found! The trailer to LotR: The Two Towers! XD Now I don't have to go and rewatch The Fellowship of the Ring (saving me 7 bucks!). Wanna take a look at the trailer? =D Click here!! It's around 20MBs btw, so if you have a slow connection it's going to take a while.

:: TESTS ><
Date --
Tuesday, April 9, 2002

Feeling -- Grumpy

*laughs at her stupidity* There wasn't even a Japanese test today and I studied so hard for it yesterday -_-|| The test is actually next class. I hate it when that happens, baka baka.

Don't know what I'm doing here when I really should be studying for my Chemistry test tomorrow. We're learning atomic models right now... so boring.. I don't like memorizing all those names (it's weird I even take Biology). Who cares about Rutherford and Bohr and all those atomic theories and models >< I can't imagine how I'll survive through Chem AP next year...

Oh yeah, and I have a English test tomorrow too... *realizes it's 10:00 pm already* Oops! I really should go study now!

:: Computers are EVIL!
Date --
Monday, April 8, 2002

Feeling -- Frustrated

Ahaha! I still have to study for my Japanese test but instead of doing just that, I'm here typing away. Aiya, these logs are addictive =) Hm... wait, it's the computer that's addictive. Once you get on, you don't want to get off. Agree? ^^b

Must pry myself away from the computer >< Must study for test! Okay, I'm gone.

:: Bored
Date --
Monday, April 8, 2002

Feeling -- Super Genki

I'm feeling mighty genki right now because I just woke up from a two hour long nap ^^; (is that still considered "napping"?) Okay, anyways, I'm bored right now and don't know what to do. Should I do my homework? But I don't feel like tackling physics just yet, brain's still in sleep mode. Maybe I should go and work on my MK site... or maybe my Naruto site since it hasn't been updated for one whole month already. I need something to entertain me, maybe I'll go rent a movie or something. But then again no, it's cold outside. Should I go download some anime episodes? I really feel like watching X TV or Chobits for some reason. I tried downloading X TV 1 once, but it got disconnected half-way... -_-||

What to do, what to do? *bangs head on wall* Okay, I'll go work on my MK site.

Oh yeah, and Kero-san's log is at kerosan.pitas.com =D

:: MK site in the making!
Date --
Sunday, April 7, 2002

Feeling -- Drowsy

I finally decided what to name my MK site =D It's going to be entitled "Unknown" simply because the majority of the MK story is a mystery to us. The current plan for the site is to address the mysteries in MK while providing some background information on Teela, Dr. Kuro, Zero, and Hiead. I don't know when this site will take form, but the latest is after my final exams.

Btw, did you receive my email? Oh yeah, and I have to remember to add a link to Kero's log.

:: Why Online?? -_- |||
Date --
Saturday, April 6, 2002

Feeling -- Sad

Sigh... Final Fantasy XI is looking cooler by the minute. I really want to play FFXI, but the thought of having to buy extra PS2 hardware is killing me. I guess I'll just have to wait another year or so for FFXII -_-||| The only game I'm looking forward to right now from Squaresoft is Kingdom Hearts (a joint production between Squaresoft and Disney). Can you imagine summoning BAMBI? Or having Goofy and Tarzan as your comrades? I sure can't! o_o;

:: Inuyasha >_<
Date --
Friday, April 5, 2002

Feeling -- Excited

Just watched episode 58 of Inuyasha ^_^ I didn't even watch the previous episodes yet and I'm already jumping ahead, hehe. Anyway, I'm enjoying Inuyasha a lot! Got to find some time to download all the other episodes (which is like everyone of them except for #58 ^^;) I'm in the process of downloading episode 55 right now, and man is it taking a long time. You know, after watching just that one episode, I already want to read the manga. ^_^ Inuyasha is sooo cute >_< Now I know why you like Inuyasha so much, Joey.

Ack! I can't wait! *kicks KaZaA* Hurry up XD!!! Someday, I'm going to get myself a T1 connection.

:: Megami Kouhosei
Date --
Thursday, April 4, 2002

Feeling -- Weee~!

Lately I have been indulging myself in several fanfics over at fanfiction.net, particularly MK pieces. I just finished reading one called Megami no Kodomo a few minutes ago. It starts with Zero becoming a full fledged pilot and eventually leads to Zero's past. This story actually goes to prove that I'm not the only one to think that Teela is Zero's mother =D

You know, all these reading of MK fanfics makes me want to re-watch the whole series again. =D It's only 12 episodes long anyway so it won't take too much time to finish. (Btw, new MK episode releasing soon! XD) And man, I want MK tank #5 badly. Oi, and Chiri-kun's going to make a MK site? XD Be looking forward to it! You really should read MK!

Oh yeah, and did I mention that I'm planning to make a Teela shrine? Oh well, now you guys know.

:: That's Just Wrong! ><
Date --
Thursday, April 4, 2002

Feeling -- Chilly

I was just looking for Inuyasha episodes on noated.com when I saw this! I mean it's good that Naruto is going to be turned into an anime, but...there's just something about an American company doing it that's wrong. And what's with all the weird names? >< Sparky... Jenny... and KAAZI for KAKASHI-SENSEI?!?! ><;;;; And a giant teddy bear to replace Naruto's Sexy no Jutsu??? I'm sorry, but I'd rather have a Japanese company do the anime...I hope this is all an April Fool's Joke!!!!

:: New Look! XD
Date --
Thursday, April 4, 2002

Feeling -- Giddy

Yay! This log is now sporting a brand new look featuring Dark and Krad from D N Angel XD I have been wanting to do something with that image for the longest time already. Anyway, I like this layout a lot and so expect it to be up for quite a while ^_- Oh yeah, and I kind of cleared up this space and deleted all my previous entries.

Anyway, what have I been up to lately? Nothing much exactly. School is still being a pain, what with all the hw/projects/tests. The teachers just won't give us a break, sheesh! The whole week before spring break was like total torture because all the teachers were trying to cram in projects and tests before the break. Quite surprisingly, I managed to come out of it alive. Sigh, I still remember how I used to go to sleep at around 3 a.m. every day that week. Now that spring break is already over for me, I'm back to hell.

Anyway, I'm really happy right now, partly because the new layout is up, and also because there is no homework for me today (finally!) ^^